Make mistakes? live and forgive? forget? regret?

Have you ever felt that something inside pulls you to the wrong direction. That the decisions you make in life may not always be the right ones. You are standing there and talking even though a voice inside of you says STOP..DON'T! You keep on going. The exact thing when you are angry, all these feelings inside of you boiling, you can't think straight. Everything, logic, sence just dissapears in this fog of unreason. You either pick up your phone and send a unnecessary text or make a call and start pouring out words that you dont even mean. Afterwards the same thing.... regret....

Lets take the things we don't do. Like telling someone how we really feel, hoping that someday all works out the way you want it to without having to do anything. Doesn't matter if you feel anger, love, hate etc. you don't say it. Afterwards....regret...


Have you ever felt that you want to say so much or do so much but you can't... You feel paralyzed. You want to cry, but you can't.. You want to scream, but you can't.... Afterwards....regret....

It's like standing infront of fire, knowing that it's gonna burn you if you put your hand in it but still something wants you to do it. You do it.. Afterwards.. regret..

We all do things we regret later on, said things that shouldn't have been said or didn't say what we should have said.. I sure hope that we learn from it and try to do it differently the next time, and that we try to understand the ones around us if they do the same.


I sure as H*ll don't want to make alot of mistakes, I've done my share of them and I like to make right now. Treat the ones around me good. Speak good, behave good, forgive the ones who did me wrong. Let go of the headache that Ive been carrying around with me everywhere for so long.

I want to say the things I want to say, do the things I want to do.. Even if it means that I'll become the "bad" one.. Then I have atleast done it. Said it. I dont want to lie in my bed and regret that I didnt..

Say the things you want to eachother, good or bad, perhaps you'll wake up only to realize that it's to late.

But in the end, we are all human. Not programmed for this. We do mistakes, we regret and we hurt eachother. But I like to think that somewhere, maybe deep down inside of us, we regret because we love.

O & O